let it be

I always embrace the feeling of sadness when it hits me. My emotions swept me over and i let it be. Still, trying so hard to accept things that are permanent and it can never be changed, and when I'm emotionally stressed I deliberately forget the word "acceptance."  This is my privilege only once in awhile it maybe a pinch in the heart but still unbearable.

addicted

Twitter, yahoo messenger, facebook, friendster, yahoo mail, google mail, blogger, wrock, myspace and I just added blackberry messenger. Everything is working on my phone, oh gosh, I'm addicted to twitter and I love BB messenger. Technology is amazing, I love the inventors too. Hahahhah. Lolz.

lurves it!

I love my new template. hahhahahha. sweeeeeeeeetttt

grow old with you

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you.
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.
I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you, and even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you. 

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I saw this couple in the beach, I immediately stopped and took some photos. The old man, looked my way, hehhe!
"I want to spend my life loving you...." How sweet! I want this when I grow old, and I will make it happen. It feels good falling in love. :)

back to standard

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh! I'm trying to change the background using an image, but still I can't get it correctly. hayyyzzzz! I'll maintain this until I'll figure it out. I'm getting headache just doing this. Enough  for today. :)

persistent

Homily - 25/10/09 The priest asked how persistent are you when you pray? He said, praying is a form of begging. So when you pray, beg as if your life depends on it. Everything has its time, for our own good and in God's will.
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from my inbox:
“God never answers my prayers. In fact, I cannot recall a single prayer of mine that God has answered specifically.”Several others in the group chimed in and said, “Neither can I.” So we turned to this passage and discussed it together. Would God lie to us? Is His Word trustworthy? Or is prayer an exercise in futility? Are we simply talking to ourselves and each other, or is there a God who hears and answers? If so, why have these not had their prayers answered?

First of all, we had to review the qualifications for prayer. Jesus said, “If you abide in Me and My Word abides in you, ask what you will and it shall be done unto you.” The Scripture also says, “If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me.” So if we expect to have our prayers answered, Jesus Christ must be the Lord of our lives. There must be no unconfessed sin in our lives and we must be filled with the Holy Spirit.

Further, 1 John 5:14,15 reminds us: “If we ask anything according to God’s will, He hears us and answers,” so we must be sure that we are praying according to the Word of God. As we pray, the Spirit of God impresses upon us certain things for which to pray specifically, such as the salvation of a friend, the healing of a body or a financial need. If the prayer is offered with a pure motive and according to God’s will, we can expect an answer to it.

And we cannot pray casually. We must enter into an expectant spirit of prayer, knowing that, when we meet His conditions, God will hear and answer us.

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Since Saturday, I've been looking for a bible, yeah I know this is Arab country, such a hardheaded I searched every store, I can't ask the saleslady, I might offend her. Oh well, yesterday, I went to the church, I can't find someone who can tell me if there's a shop in the premises that sells rosary, prayer books and of course the bible. Years ago, someone told me that you shouldn't buy a bible, it should be gift from somebody else. Hmmmm... If I'll wait for someone to give me a gift, maybe it will take years, hehe. I'm trying my luck again this weekend. Hopefully! If not then I'll ask my bf to buy and send it to me, *wink*

background

This picture is incomplete. hahhahha! I knew that there's something wrong, but I didn't notice that the nose, eyebrows and mouth were missing. hehhehhe! Maybe I was too eager to change my background before, hahahhah. Good laugh! Heheh!
Buti p ung teddy bear kumpleto. hahahhah

courage and strength

Isaiah 41:10
Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness.


Psalms 27:1

Yahweh is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? Yahweh is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?


Lord, never leave her side, let her feel your presence. You are the rod and the staff that she needed most.
Thank you, for the support and guidance you are giving her, this too shall pass, and whatever the reason is, I know it's for her own good and You will be glorified!


*There's always a solution in every problem, my heart clapped with joy, with the courage and strength she showed, I know you'll be Ok because God is with you.


- Adding insult to injury - I just hate what we were asked to do this morning. hmmmmmpppp. Consideration!!!!!!!!!!

from my inbox

I got this from Bo Sanchez, "If you want to have a happy relationship, you'll have to stop trying to fix people and start appreciating them." I can hear Kulot saying "I told you!"
"I love the perfection of your imperfection." - simple yet profound


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thoughts

Saturday night, I cried, really cried, a troubled heart, physically tired and emotionally stressed. Million thoughts running in my mind. Thanks to Kulot and Tigay they're keeping me sane. From a magazine, "we have a minimum of 65,000 thoughts each day and 45,000 are negative." I am now practicing the "always positive" thoughts.

Distressed, I bumped unto this site, "two thoughts a day," I immediately subscribed, now I'm blessed with bible verses that will help me grow spiritually.

I knew by heart the meaning of "in all things God may be glorified."

Hold me still, Lord.  
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I still have 182 days, grieving in silence. I will live each day, like it's my last.

I realized that, Life is a matter of earning and learning lessons. 

prayer

Lord,

Teach me to treat all that comes to me with peace of soul and with firm conviction that your Will govern all. Amen.

just plain sad

Words can't express how I feel. I'm just sad. Simple as that.

house rules

We visited our soon to be home last night. Comments;

1) Wow, the room is spacious with attached bathroom. :)
2) Bedroom Hall - occupied by the landlady and her husband; 2nd room - guy bestfriends; our room - badz, me, mima plus kiddo
3) Hallway - hmmmmmm.... I'm a bit scared of hallways, hehehe, although we're in 2nd floor only, I imagine horror movies while walking. Lols. hahhaha.
4) Swimming pool in the rooftop- Big smile
5) Landlady - "there will be house rules, what's your email address' so I can send it tomorrow."
---> hehehe! it made me smile. I've been teasing Mara since then, "I told her no more cry out loud, no more playtimes!"
      hahhaha!
6) Mima - "Ok naman sila (referring to Badz and me), matatanda n yng mga yan, alam na nila ano ang dapat.
    Landlady - "Ang matatanda, napagsasabihan, pero ang bata hindi, kaya dapat controlin mo din minsan c Mara"
---> hehehhe! Funny right? I think we have a strict landlady. hahahha!

5 more days

On and off sleep, I can't wait to move to our new house. I slept at 1am this morning, then woke up at 5:45. Those creepy crazy lil vampires, if only I can find them then I'll kill them all. Angry?? Yeah right! Hehehe! I have this red marks all over my body. Sleepless nights plus bedbugs? Hayyyzzz! What can I do, patiently I will wait.

*Lord, I hope this will be our last evacuation :)
This will be the 4th time moving from house to house.
and please bless our soon to be flatmates. Amen.

2 words

Effort and Expectation, vice versa. Someone will do the effort and someone will expect. Either a negative or positive impact! Cause and Effect!

Blunt advice, "Hindi mo kaya, magtiis ka!", hahhahaha! Lols. 

Sometimes I wonder, really wonder what the future will bring, whatever! Carpe diem.

sleepy

All along I thought I've been good but alas! we don't have electricity. huhuhu! I'm sooooo sleepy. Amidst the dark room I sang "I wan't you to know, it doesn't matter, where we take this road, but someone's gotta go...."haayyyz! LIFE!


I'm trying not to be affected by the unfortunate situation, trying that I'll get by, trying to make this an ordinary day and please Lord do the same thing with "you know who."  :)

Feast day of St. Therese of the Child Jesus

Review days when I met her, thanks to Zeus, from then on I pray the novena. I shared it to my friends, to my brother and my mom. Now, I'm sharing it to you.

*St. Therese, the Little Flower, please pick me a rose from the heavenly garden and send it to me with a message of love; ask God to grant me the favor I thee implore and tell Him I will love Him each day more and more. Amen.